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remember this day. remember how you felt during that moment. the anger, the pain and the hate. never forget how useless you felt..how little...how unimportant and how easy. how easy it is for him to say those. hold on to that. keep it in your mind. keep it in the corner; not too deep, not too shallow. just enough for you to reach and remember how fucking helpless you have become. how gutted down. how abused. you will never forgive him for that. perhaps he will believe you forgave him but you will never. you are the kind of person who holds grudges because it is a fucking valid feeling. you ve been hurt and you chose to live with it. you will live those years with this in your mind. why?
because you will never let anyone hurt you like that. never.
hold on. be stronger. prove them wrong. let him live with the mistake that he called you useless. cos god dammit you are not. you are capable. guard your heart. never let that guard down. make a better life for yourself and for everyone you care. know your worth. know you.